“Kami,” he murmured between the shower of nips, licks and bites. “I really wanted ta do this right, darlin’, but fuck I want ya so bad, Koibito.” With a thrust of his hips I cried out, nearly delirious with desire. “Can ya feel it Koi?”

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Hot Headed Arrancars and Snarky Visoreds


My stomach was tied up in knots by time the senkaimon opened to the world of the living and to Kisuke Urahara’s exiled home.  With sweaty palms and a racing heart I took that final step that would lead me back to a painful past I had no desire to return to. 

“You gonna be alright, Kazue?”  Renji asked, placing a warm and comforting hand on my shoulder.  I shrugged it off of course, but I appreciated the gesture all the same.

“I’ll be fine.”  I told him testily.  I knew I’d feel guilty for it later, hell I’d probably apologize to the idiot but right now I had to have my head in the game or I’d most likely strangle Kisuke Urahara on his own doorstep.

The shop was quaint and to be honest a little freaky looking but then again, what could I expect from the former Captain of Squad Twelve.  In my opinion he had always been a little on the strange side.  In fact in reminded me much of his quarters at the Squad Twelve barracks; musty, dank and smelling a little off. 

What did surprise me, however was the behemoth of a man that showed us inside.  He introduced himself as Tessai.  It took a few moments to connect the dots but when I did my eyes went wide as I stopped walking.  Suddenly Renji collided with my backside nearly spilling me out onto the floor.  “What the hell?  Are you alright?”  Renji asked frantically, grabbing my arms to steady.

“Yeah,”  I choked out.  “Just surprised.” 

He looked confused for a moment when I looked pointedly at the muscle-bound man in the blue apron.  “Idiot, don’t you know who that is?” 

Scratching his neck in true Renji fashion he shook his head to the negative.  I scoffed, smacking him lightly on the shoulder.  “It’s a wonder you made Lieutenant.  That’s the Commander of the Kido Corps, or at least he was, before he was exiled for killing those Captains.” 


Renji balked, turning white as a sheet as he grasped my hands.  “You really haven’t been told?” 

I blinked.  “Told what, Renji?” 

He growled out in frustration as a kicked a display case next to me.  “Those bastards!  How could they send you without briefing you?  No, wait… I’m the idiot, I should have known and told you myself!” 

He was in near hysterics by the time his rant was over and he was literally panting for the force of his heaving breaths.  Myself, I was more confused than ever, having not the foggiest clue as to what in the hell he was talking about.

“Did you ever think, Abarai-san, that maybe they were afraid of her ire.” A voice chuckled from behind me.

I whirled around, coming face to face with the man accused of killing my brother and uncle.  “Kisuke Urahara,”  I snarled.  “Let’s get this freaks show over with, I wanna go home.”


“As you wish, Eishima-san, why don’t we rest in the sitting room, Tessai is brew some of his delicious tea.”  He said, flicking an ugly paper fan out to cover the lower half of his face.  I didn’t like it.  Kisuke has always been a queer fellow but I didn’t like not being able to read his face, especially when one considers his shady background. 

We followed him without word, listening to the clinking of his wooden shoes, it was about enough to drive me mad.  At this point I wanted nothing more than to forget about my duties, smack that sarcastic grin of Urahara’s face and return home… to where shit was still normal.

A snarl met my ears just as we passed through another doorway and into the stale yellow light of Kisuke’s sitting room and when he stepped away to sit I thought I might have a heart attack.  Honestly, I should have known better than to be even remotely surprised by anything Urahara has walking, crawling or slithering around this place but I still sucked in a breath at the sight of the blue haired man growling at me like a wild animal, clutching onto a heavily pregnant and sleeping, white haired female.  


“Now, now, Grimmjow, they aren’t here for you.”  Kisuke chided, shaking a finger like he was scolding a child, then his voice turned serious.  “So stop that.” 

The man, Grimmjow, only response was to growl louder flashing me his glinting white fangs.  “Fuck off, Shinigami.  I don’t want them here.”  For some reason as the azure haired man said this his eyes zeroed directly into mind and if I hadn’t been as pissed off as I was I might have been impressed by their deep blue color. 

Renji scoffed from behind me, leaning casually on my shoulder as he snapped at the man.  “Deal with it, Espada. We got our orders and no ex-plaything of Aizen’s is gonna stop us.” 

The Espada stood, his fist clinching and un-clinching at his sides, jostling the fair haired beauty laying across his chest.  “I’ll show you just how much of an ex-plaything I am, Pineapple!” 

“Grimm, shut up.”  The woman murmured from her spot on the floor.  She was scowling up at him with pale yellow eyes and her lips pursed.  Obviously she was pissed at being woken up, and I guess if I was about ready to burst, I would be too.  


Mari Yushima
A small chuckle built in my throat.  I couldn’t tell you what I found so damn funny.  I might have been that this blue haired guy, whatever he was, was trying to be intimidating wearing nothing more than a pair of boxer shorts.  I might have been that his little woman, who wasn’t wearing much either was about ready to do what I’ve wanted to do since I met the man, which was smack his senseless.  Hell, it could have been the fact that this Grimmjow called Renji a pineapple.  All I knew was that it was damn funny and now I was bent at the waist nearly rolling on the floor as I cackled. 

“How far along is she?”  I asked after calming down from my hysteria.  I generally was curious.  I knew for a fact that this woman was a fellow shinigami, or used to be and that man was an Arrancar or at least that’s what his spiritual pressure told me.  Their offspring would be quiet interesting indeed, not to mention beautiful. 

His eyes narrowed for a split second, those impossibly blue eyes boring into my soul before he finally cracked a smirk.  “She’s term.”  he said retaking his seat and gathering said woman into his lap, his arms poised possessively around her midsection.  His face softened as he gazed down at his once again slumbering woman and kissed the top of snowy white locks.  “I like this one.”  he whispered.  “Want to go to be?.” 

The woman nodded and tried to stand.  Her legs were as wobbly as a new born colt and while I might not have seen a lot of pregnant woman in my time in here on earth I still knew that they should be able to walk upright.  But I assumed that with the strain of carrying a half soul reaper/half Arrancar child might be a little much on her body.  As I watched them disappear I felt a pang of jealousy that I had not felt in years.  Maybe Renji was right and I needed to finally find someone of my own.  


The rest of the introductions were just as awkward.  The entire house was wound up tighter than a piano string and I had a feeling a good fart would send Tessai into cardiac arrest. Renji had shared many stories with me about Kisuke’s strange candy shop and the inhabitants of his home.  I couldn’t help but think that they were acting a little off.  From what I understood, Ginta, the fiery red head that could pass as Renji’s younger brother was nothing if not annoying and loud.  This kid, however, was reserved, quiet and was blushing harder than Renji when Lieutenant Iba told him he had accompanied me to get my clit pierced.   Kisuke was even a little on the quiet side.  Was it me?  Or possibly the stress from having a pregnant woman so close to delivery in the house? 

Renji huffed next to me.  I could tell he had gotting fed up with the deafening silence a while ago and it seemed after thirty minutes of nobody saying anything that he snapped.  “Alright, Urahara what the hell. Why was it so important for Eishima-san to be here?” 

My head whipped towards him, cocking an auburn brow as I mouthed, ‘Eishima-san?’.  He shrugged like he didn’t know what I was talking about and turned back to face Kisuke.  Never since the day I had met Renji had he ever called me anything but Kazue, Eishima or bitch. 



Of course the idiot in question slapped out his ornamental distraction and began fanning himself like he had scarlet fever.  “Oh… well,”  he chuckled nervously.   My crimson eyes narrowed and my nose scrunched up.  The bastard was up to something and I’d bet a whole year pay that it wasn’t good.  The last time he had that look on his face he had just spilled some UN-namable substance on one of Yoruichi’s good kimono.  What the hell had he done now?

Finally having enough of his spluttering and beating around the bush, I slammed my hands down on the table, causing everyone but the big guy from the Kido Corps to jump.  “Come off it, Kisuke and tell me what fuckery you’ve gotten yourself into this time!” 

Kisuke’s face fell for a moment, obviously shocked by my outburst before he beamed at me.  “There now, that’s the kind of reaction I was hoping for.” 

A low growl built up in my throat.  “What the hell does that mean, Urahara?”  I demanded leveling him with that special glare. The glare every woman learns from her female mentor.  Mine was probably more scary than most to him because of who I’d learned it from.  It was a well know fact that Kisuke was a chicken-shit when it came to Yoruichi and it made it all the more satisfying when Kisuke’s face paled and his started to sweat.  


“Now, now,”  he clucked, waving his fan at me in a passive manner.  “No need getting all flustered.”  He said before his face turned serious.  “I’ve called you here to help me with a little project given to me by the Head Captain.”

“And that is?”  Renji asked, his own face mirroring mine in aggravation. 

“Just a little recruitment,”  he replied nonchalantly, waving his fan in a silly fashion.

I gaped in exasperation.  “Recruitment?”  I asked, my voice rising a touch along with my rising anger.  “Recruitment!”  I growled, my carefully controlled temper slipping.  “What the fuck do you mean, recruitment!?” 

Kisuke’s cute humor was gone by the time I was done yelling and Renji looked like he wanted to crawl in a hole and hide.  Both of the kids I had met earlier were gone and I figured they wanted no part of the beating I planed of giving the blond man in front of me.  I might only be at the rank of Lieutenant but I was trained - personally - by Yoruichi, leader of the Punishment Force and I knew how to handle myself.  The only one who didn’t seem moved by my outburst was Tessai and I knew the reason behind that as well.  That man could have me pinned and killed with a simple Hado or Bakudo in a matter of seconds and while I was also good with Kido, this man was the Commanding Chief of the Kido Corps for a reason.  


“Please calm yourself, Miss Eishima.”  Tessai said politely, but in his deep tone I could detect the warning within.  He was silently telling me that he would intervene if I kept this up.

As much as my brain was screaming at me not to challenge a man like him, my temper was too far gone to control my mouth.  “Stuff it, Tessai. I was just woke up in the middle of the fuckin’ night to come here, thinking it was some kind of an emergency only to find out that I’m been dragged here to play some sort of sick version of a recruitment officer!  I have every right to be pissed!”  I howled, throwing my arms up before I stood and stomped out into the cold night air. 

It took several sessions of deep calming breaths before the heat left my face and my heart finally slowed.  I hadn’t gotten that pissed in a long time and somewhere in the depths of my soul I knew it wasn’t because of my assigned “mission”, it was a hurt that ran so much deeper and if I was honest with myself I owed Kisuke Urahara an apology.  It wasn’t his fault brother died.  It wasn’t his fault he was exiled.  It was just fate and I had to learn to except that.  



I stayed out on that porch for most of the night before the click-clacking of Urahara’s wooden geta’s filled my ears.  He stopped just in front of me but before he could say anything I blurted, “I’m sorry.”  Not even bothering to hide the tears that formed in the corners of my eyes.  “I shouldn’t have taken it out on you.” 

“You know,”  He sighed, filling the space next to me.  “I sat at my desk for hours that night, fighting with my own instincts that were telling me to… If I had just went to Tessai sooner, your brother might still be alive and for that, I’m sorry.”  


It took every bit of restraint I had not to break down and ball like the little girl who still missed her family so much.  It felt like my chest was breaking open but I held it in, just barely.  “I was there when Shinobu was murdered.  I saw everything and it’s not your fault, Kisuke.” 

His face took a dark expression as he swung me around at the shoulders to look at him.  “What do you mean, “You were there?” 

My eyes widened at the realization of what I had just said.  “I-I I hid in the bushes. No one knew I was there.  I ran- When I saw what happened to Kensei-Ojisan… I just couldn’t.”  I cried, utterly humiliated and disgusted with myself. 

Warm arms engulfed my body as Kisuke cooed into my hair, “It’s alright, Kazue. It’s not your fault either.  You were still just a child yourself, without Zanpakuto there was nothing you could have done.”

Sniffling into his shoulder I wound my hands tighter around his waist, “I missed you when you left, Kisuke.  You and Yoruichi.”

“I should have brought you with me.  I knew I should have… but I didn’t, forgive me.”  He whispered, stroking my the long locks of my hair. 

“No,”  I sniffed.  “No, you were right to leave me behind.  I needed to get stronger and I wouldn’t have done that if you had been around to fight my battles for me.”

We stayed like that until morning, wrapped in the comforting embrace of an old friend.  It was a little after day break when I sat up and wiped the crusty remnants of my dried tears from my eyes.  

“So,” I said with an embarrassed chuckle.  “What’s this recruitment job?” 

Poking my ribs slightly he replied, “Apparently your Commanding Captain is still having a hard time filling Captain’s seats and he’s asked me to go on a little assignment to look up some old friends.” 

“What does that have to do with me?”

He smiled lecherous at me for a moment and I wondered if all the things Yoruichi had told me over the years about him were true?  It certainly appeared that he was a pervert and I was no longer a child. “Just trust me when I say that if anyone can smack some sense into this… friend, it’s you.”  His eyebrows wiggled with enthusiasm and I couldn’t help but laugh at him.  I had missed the weird bastard, after all.

“Pervert,”  I muttered, smacking him hard across his bicep. 

His face contorted in pain for a moment before he rubbed it and complained that I was more like Yoruichi than what he would deem comfortable. 

“If only you knew,”  I told him playfully, thinking about his reaction should he come poking around in my room in the middle of the night.  It would be worth a thousand orgasms to me to see his reaction.  It would be priceless. 

~



It was just after noon when we were finally in our gigai’s and we were ready to head out.  We were headed to an area around Mt. Gongen.  It was remote but as it was one of Urahara’s friends it really didn’t surprise me that much.  Although, being in a gigai and having to take human transportation, sucked. 

It was just after nightfall when we arrived at the unexpectedly large manor.  Even in the miniscule moonlight it was breathtaking.  Beautiful seemed a bit understatement when confronted with this old and stately group of buildings and it made me wonder if this was one of Kiskue’s noble friends.  


We had just stepped foot onto the little gravel path that led to the porch of the main house when the shoji door opened and a voice I hadn’t heard in over a hundred years asked, “What are ya doin’ here, Shinigami?” 

I thought my head might separate from my body right there. It was that same voice I’d heard over and over again in my dreams.  It was wrong, on so many levels that I was too cowardly to look at him.  I was scared, scared that it might be the same man.  That man… the vision of his face was my first arousal and was still the only thing I could masturbate too and come that hard, sickening or not. 

Kisuke smiled at the man.  “Hello, Hirako-san, I do believe that I’m a little lost.  I’m not really sure where I am.”  Kisuke replied cheekily, any idiot could tell that he was full of shit. 

The man growled low in his chest as he stepped out onto the porch, directly in Kisuke’s face.  “Ya really think I’m that stupid, old man?” 

“Old?”  I heard Urahara cry, sounding more hurt than I knew him to be. “You’re older than me by a few hundred years, Hirako, how can you call me old?” 

I spluttered, my head jerking up, expecting to see a man that more resembled the Captain Commander than the youthful blonde in front of me.  Oh, it was definitely him and he was just as beautiful today as I remembered.  His hair was a little shorter, flowing only down to the middle of his back rather than down past his ass I like I remembered, but those haunting honey eyes were no different.  I gasped as they rose to meet mine and I felt I was going to experience a stroke when his lips turned up into a smoldering smirk.  “Who the Doll face?”  


I stood there dumbly, staring at the man dressed in an all black suit and black fedora before it caught up with me what he had just said.  My eyes narrowed instantly and I heard Renji mutter a quick “Oh shit” under his breath before I snapped.  “What the fuck did you just call me?”

Hirako’s eyes widened and he took a nervous step back.  “Kisuke,”  he whispered.  “She ain’t gonna eat me, is she?” 

In true Urahara fashion he whipped out his fan, chuckling lightly, “Of course not, Hirako-san.  This is just my lovely escort.  Miss Kazue Eishima.”  While the tone of his voice was humorous if this man knew Kisuke as well as I thought he did, well he should know that that voice was never one to be trusted. 

I was surprised however when Hirako gasped and immediately bowed,  “Pleasure, Eishima-san, Shinji Hirako at yer service.” 

As thunder rolled overhead Renji who was still standing next to me, curiously flicking his eyes from left to right huffed out angrily.  “Cut the crap, Shinji.  Can we come inside before we get soaked.”

  

Monday, January 30, 2012

Dreams of A Past Long Forgotten

A small child, looking no more than the age of seven or eight raced happily through the gates of the Ninth Division, her fire red hair billowing out behind her, giggling at the fact that she had left her keeper in the dust. 

This was not an uncommon scene in the Ninth Division barracks.  In fact it was such a common occurrence that many of the shinigami milling about merely sidestepped the small child in hopes of not being bowled over.  

There was a cry in the distance, followed by a whiz of lowly seated officers all shouting one things as they blew past.  “Kazue! Get back here!”  Or  “Your brother will kill us!  Please, come back!” 

To many standing about it was a humorous respite from their hard work and no one could doubt that the small fire headed child breathed a certain kind of life into the division, and it’s unshakable Captain. 


The little girl giggled again, picking up speed in a impressive shunpo that many seated officers could only dream off.  Flashing to the rooftops she peered down at the men attempting to capture her.  “Ah, ah, ah, slowpoke.”  she taunted down at them with a wiggle of her hips and a very uncouth hand gesture.  “You losers are gonna have to do better than that.” 

There was a chorus of groans and whines as the men assigned to Kazue’s watch realized that they would now have to resort to scaling the building if they wanted to get the hot headed little female down.  But then again, they also knew the moment a foot came into contact with the tiled roof she would disappear again.  


As was suspected the moment 12th seat, Sora, neared the rooftop the woman child stuck out her tongue and flashed to a different roof entirely.  “When are you baka’s gonna learn?”

Just as Kazue went to strut in a victory dance a tile of the roof gave before she could catch herself and she was sent spiraling to the ground below.  Six sets of eyes turned panicked as they watch the sister of the 4th seat Eishima tumble quiet possibly to her death. 

“KAZUE!”  they all shouted only to have their desperate cry for help die on their lips as the child landed quiet hard on a mess of blonde hair. 
 
Shinji surely wasn’t expecting to have a child fall from the sky and land directly in his arms, but he was pleased no the less to be of assistance.  “You’re alright now, love.”  he said to the small girl who looked up with bright green eyes and smiled.  



“You’re funny lookin’,”  The girl speculated, giggling as she did so. 

Shinji’s grin widened.  “Why would ya go and say a mean thing like that?”  he questioned with a furrowed pale brow.  “What make’s me so funny lookin’?” 

She reached out with a single chubby digit, poking the smirking Captain in the nose while the others watching all held their breath.  There was no telling what the child might say and they knew that it would be their hides should she insult the rather terrifying man.   “Your smiles too big.”  the child said with no hint of remorse, as if she were speaking of the weather and not about the faults of the mans face. 


“Is that so?”  Shinji asked, amused. 

The girls head bounced, red curls spilling out everywhere as she nodded frantically.  “Well then, what would you suggest I do about it?” 

Kazue shrugged.  “Nothin’, I like your smile. At least you don’t look like a girl like that sissy, Byakuya.” 

Shinji full out cackled at that.  This little child really was too much, but who in the hell did she belong too?  Surly she was not being looked after by those shit-heads on the rooftop above.  “Hey sweetheart, where’s yer momma?”


Kazue scowled and shrugged her little shoulders again.  “I ain’t got no momma, no papa neither.” 

Shinji’s eyes narrowed as he took in the little girls appearance.  She was dressed in what looked like a fairly expensive kimono and she looked relatively clean.  It pretty cute though, the way she had her small wooden sword tucked into the folds of her obi.  How strange.


“Well then, Princess, who looks after ya?” 

In a movement faster than the Captain of the Fifth expected there was a loud crack, followed by a tremendous pain stemming from the crown of his head.  He looked down at the child who had just bonked him on the head with said wooden sword.  Her face was red as a beet and her lime green eyes were practically blazing with anger.  “I’m not a princess, you baka!” 
 
“My apologies,”  Shinji stuttered, unsure why the comment had upset the little girl so badly, he would have asked if not for the strong spiritual pressure that seemed to have flashed out of nowhere.  It was recognizable, of course, but it was pulsing at a much higher level than Shinji had encountered in the man before.  


“Oi, unhand my brat, Hirako!”  Kensei yelled, pointing at the small girl still wrapped in Hirako’s arms.  Kazue perked up instantly, joy filling her features as she sprung from Shinji’s arms and into the arms of the Ninth Squad Captain.  “Ojisan!”  she wailed, hugging him tightly around the neck before plastering a kiss directly on the hardened mans cheek.

~

“Psst.”

“Psst. Kazue…”


“Hirako.”  I mumbled sleepily, snuggling deeper in the comfort of my oh-so-warm pillow, politely ignoring the idiot trying to wake me. 

“Kazue… you’re gonna be late.”  The irritating voice grumped.  It was a masculine voice to be sure but at the moment it was more annoying than that yapping mutt of Komamura’s. 

“Fuck off.  I hate dogs.”  I murmured, pulling the thick coverlet over my head and sighed in relief. 

There was another aggravating grunt and a few “choice” words muttered before the wonderful barrier of my blankets were ripped away, leaving nothing to protect my naked flesh from the damp morning air.  I jolted upright startled and cold, smacking something hard on my way up as I flailed in search of my comforter.  “Who the hell-”  I growled but stopped short when my bleary eyes finally focused on my assailant.  His face was as red as his crimson lock and his eyes were wide.

Pointing at his shocked face I threw myself backwards, lost in a fit of giggles.  It never ceased to amaze me that he could look that shocked every time he’s seen me naked.  You’d think the bastard would know by now that I prefer to sleep in the nude.  I barely heard him growl and stomp away over my loud gasps and choked breaths as I tried to regain my composure.  

He returned and a second later myself and my bedding was engulfed with icy cold water.  “Get your lazy ass up! You’ve gotta be in the office in fifteen minutes!”  He howled, his face growing brighter as he leaned directly into my face. 

Now it was my turn to growl as I shot up and slung an accusing finger in his direction.  “You idiot!  I don’t care if you are a Lieutenant, I’m going to kill you.” 

He went silent, his eyes widening comically.  “P-put s-some close on, will you!”  He spluttered, walking backward on his hands.  Apparently the idiot just remembered that I still wasn’t dressed. 

Laughing in his face, I rose making sure to add an extra swagger to my hips as I sauntered towards my closet and pulled out fresh garments needed for the day.  “Don’t be such a prude, Renji. It’s not like you’ve never seen a naked woman before.” 

“Y-yeah but…”  he trailed off, his face turned away as he gestured to me wildly with the hand not covering his eyes.  “It’s you.”  

Feigning hurt feelings, I pouted.  “What’s that supposed to mean.  Am I not attractive enough?”  When he said nothing I threw on a thin robe.  It was nearly sheer, but it covered what was important.  “There,”  I sighed.  “It’s safe to look now, you big baby.” 

He looked pleasantly relieved by this and though I held no attraction to the red headed misfit, it still hurt to think that a man might be that repulsed by my appearance.  I might not have been a grand prize like Rangiku, but I was still a woman damn it, and as far as I was concerned I looked alright. 

“So, you ready for today?”  Renji asked, nervously scratching at the back of his neck and trying to look anywhere but at my face. 

Sighing, I plopped down next to him and leaned my head on his shoulder.  “Not really, but I wasn’t given much of a choice, now was I?” 

Nudging me, he chuckled.  “No, I guess not.” 

As much as I tried to pretend that today was nothing special, that it was nothing more than an office change and a few added responsibilities.  I knew better. 

It wasn’t a position I wanted.  I never applied for it and truth be told if it hadn’t been the Captain Commander of all people who asked, I would have turned it down.  It wasn’t that I didn’t want to serve my Division, I did.  I loved my Squad and my Captain but I wasn’t exactly the best choice for such a respected station, or at least that’s my opinion. 

“Hey,”  Renji said jabbing me in the ribs, forcing an unwanted giggle from my lips.  “You’ll be fine… Besides it’s not like they’re not expecting you to screw up.  I mean, come on, it is you were talking about.” 

With a thundering crack Renji was sprawled out in front of me, nursing a bloody nose.  “Asshole!” I thundered, stomping away.

I heard him laugh just before I turned to the corner to the barracks bath house.  “Feel better don’t you?” 

I had to give the moron credit, he knew me better than most and pounding his face in has always made me smile. 


“So,”  I asked casually as we walked the long corridor that would lead to the Third Division court yard.  “Still leaving in the morning?”

He smiled brightly.  “Yeah. I thought I’d visit Ichigo and Rukia while I’m there.”  A light blush blossomed on the apples of his cheeks as he said her name and I couldn’t hold back the teasing smile that formed on my lips. 

I beamed at him with my best smile and pleading eyes.  He groaned.  “What’d ya want?” 

“Just that new 100 Monkeys album Hisagi was talking about. Bastards been rubbing it in my face that I don’t have it yet.” 

He smiled then, mischievously as his eyes narrowed.  “Can’t have that, now can we?” 

Kazue
I giggled. “Nope.”

“Hey Kazue?”

“Yeah?”  Turning my head slightly I caught the nervous look on his face.  “What is it, Renji?”

Scratching at the back of his neck, I could tell he was embarrassed about what ever it was he wanted to question.  “Oh for Pete’s sake, Renji, spit it out already!” 

“Alright,” he bellowed.  “You said a name this morning, in your sleep.”

I blinked.  “I did?”

“Yeah, you said Hirako.  How do you know, Shinji?”  He asked, looking rather bewildered. 

My brows furrowed, trying to recall that name from anywhere.  I was drawing a blank.  “Who?”


~

Gathering every bit of courage I had left, I stood and gathered the forms from my desk that I planned to finish at home over a nice cup - or twelve - of sake and started to load them in a box for transport.  Fuck hanging out here all night to finish something I could easily accomplish from my comfy bed.  

The day had passed much like I had expected it to, lots of catching up and tea with Captain Kira.  The latter I was used to, just swap the tea out for sake, add a dash of Rangiku and it was a regular Friday night in the Third Squad barracks. Though it was still strange to see Kira fully dressed.  I had seen that man naked more time than I would ever care to count and it was never a willing sight.  But I blamed my friendship with Lieutenant Matsumoto for that bit.

Of course as the day wore on I ended up with a lot of sucking up and misguided but aggravating brown noses.  The ones with something to prove to themselves and of course the day wouldn’t have been complete without a few chauvinistic pigs thrown into the mix, though those types I handled easily.

It was the ones who felt that because I was a Lieutenant now, that they should lick the dirt from my feet that really got under my skin.  A chuckle escaped me as I thought of the fear on the squads face when I threatened to beat our Ninth seat into a bloody pulp because he refused to call me anything but ma’am. 

“Do I look like your mother, solider?”  I barked, silencing the twittering giggles of a few of the woman watching the stare down between us. 

The lanky man gulped, clearly shaken up.  “No ma’am…”  he stuttered. 



My eyes narrowed and it was quiet possible that I burned everything in the near vicinity to ash with my glare alone.  Pulling him closer by the front of his robes I growled low. “You call me ma’am one more time and I’ll send you to see Captain Zaraki for babysitting duties.  It’s been a while sense he’s been on a proper date, I’m sure he’d jump at the chance.” 

Paler than a sheet now, the trembling man let out a shuttered breath and nodded. 


“I wanna hear you say it.” 

His eye got bigger, if that was possible as he stumbled over himself.  “Yes, Lieutenant Eishima.” 

Smiling brilliantly, I released him. “That’s better. You may return to your duties now, Ninth Seat Takashi.”  With a pat to the head I sent him bustling on his way.


“What are you smiling about?”  Renji asked, smiling stupidly at me from the other side of my desk.  “Could it be that you had fun?” 

Peeking up at him from under my lashes I leveled him with a look that screamed how stupid I thought that question was.  “Tck, as if filling paperwork could ever be considered fun.”  Jerking the box up into my arms I added.  “Though, I guess it wasn’t all bad.”

Renji cackled, “Yeah, I heard something about you scarring the shit out of your Ninth seat.”  Taking the box from my arms he asked, “What’d he do, anyway?” 

Smiling I added another stack into the box, laughing when his arms jerked dramatically from the added weight.  “He called me ma’am.” 

A tattooed brow rose in question.  “Is that all?” When I nodded he laughed, and laughed and laughed some more.  “He was just trying to be respectful.  You’re a Lieutenant now, get used to it.” 

Huffing, I stomped on his foot on the way out the door.  He howled in pain as he chased me, griping the entire way about what a sucky friend I was.  “You smack me around and make me carry your paperwork.  What’s next, you want me to be your house bitch?”  he whined as he came to a halt just behind me. 

I turned, surveying him closely and making him turn that adorable shade of cherry red before I replied offhandedly. “Naw, not my type.” 

I left him there, gaping like a fish as I snatched the box from his hand and slammed the door in his face. 

“Hey!”  He cried as he pounded on the door.  “Eishima, open up!  I’m gonna get you for that!” 

Giggling, I set the box down in my new quarters and slumped to the floor.  Sure the room was amazing compared to my old room in the dormitory, but it was just… I didn’t like it. 

When I was sure the tattooed faced idiot had finally given up for the night I gathered my box of paperwork, a bottle of my best plum wine and stripped down.  There never was anything quite like rolling around on silk sheets in the nude and honestly I kind of liked the thought of doing something so dirty as completing my division duties while rolling around with out a stitch on.  I could just see Captain Kira’s face if he knew. Now that was something I’d be willing to pay to see. 

It wasn’t long before I started nodding off, but I blamed on the boring tasks of budgeting division funds and signing off on new uniforms. 

Finally resigning myself to the fact that I’d have to continue this at the office tomorrow, I set everything down beside the bed, covered myself up and let the blackness take me. 

How wonderful.

‘Don’t panic. Don’t panic. Don’t panic.’  I told myself over and over as I ran, trying to gain some distance between myself and the thing chasing me.  The loud roar that thundered just behind me told me it was of little use, that thing was just to fast. 

I cursed myself and my inability to listen to my brother as I turned around to face it.  My brother had warned me many time about running around outside the barracks after dark.  I wish now that I had listened.  I shut my eyes and waited for the pain of my death to come.  It never did. After another screech loud enough to split the drums of my ears all went silent. 


I stood there dumbly for a moment, thinking I was in heaven or quite possibly hell.  I always did hate the quiet. Then warm fingers found my chin as a manly chuckle rang in my ears.  “You’re alright now, love.”  The voice was sarcastic, familiar and fucking sexy as hell.  

  
I couldn’t even respond.  It was like being hypnotized only instead of a ridiculous watch or a pendulum it was a set of honey brown eyes, framed by golden locks of hair.  A familiar face that I couldn’t place. 

I sat up with a start, confused by the dream of the man reminiscent of warm honey, only to realize that someone was pounding on my door.  I had been having that dream every night for the past hundred years and yet I have no idea who that face belonged too.

Kazue Eishima
“Hold your fuckin’ horses!”  I barked out grouchily as I rose and donned my robe, pulling it shut just as I ripped the door open to see a very startled face. 

Funny enough, it was the very same Ninth Seated officer that I had scared the shit out of earlier.  “Well? What is it?”  I asked testily when he made it clear that he was too shocked to say anything.  His eyes were trained solely upon the deep-v in my kimono and I knew with out doubt he was staring at the swells of my breasts. 

Snapping my fingers in the young mans face seemed to do the trick and came to quickly with a fierce blush and a lot of stuttering.  “Forgive me, Ma’-  Lieutenant Eishima, but the Captain wishes to see you immediately.  He says it’s urgent.” 

I didn’t bother replying to him and simply slammed the door in his face before he could zone out staring at my tits again.  “Really…”  I grumbled, stomping to my closet to pull out fresh garments.  “You’d think he’s never seen a pair before. They aren’t that great.” 

By the time I was fully dressed and standing before Captain Kira’s office I was in a foul mood.  I’ve never in my life been a morning person, or one that dealt well with people before I was ready and this morning was no exception.  I knocked once, somewhat irritated that he wasn’t waiting for me when I first arrived.  He was the one to summon me, after all. 

He looked a little bed-haggled himself when he appeared from behind the paper door.  His hair was sticking up at strange angles and the deep purple bruising under his eyes led me to the assumption that he had also been woken up by the higher ups.  “Lieutenant Kazue,”  he bowed politely, much more polite than I would have at being woken at this ungodly hour in the morning.  “Please come in and take a seat.” 

I did as requested, taking a floor cushion directly in front of him as set a kettle of water over the fire pit in the middle of his living area.  “I’m sorry for the early hour, I assure you if it could have waited I would have.”

Rolling my eyes at his manners I replied genuinely.  “There’s no need for apologies, Captain Kira. I’m sure you have no more desire to be awake at this hour than I do.” 

He smiled but it was easy to see how tired he really was, and not just from being woken up tonight.  He had it rough, he wasn’t ready when his captainship was forced on him and I guess I could relate to the pressure. 

“Thank you for your understanding, Kazue.”  He said pouring a cup of tea and setting it in front of me.  “Now to get down to why we are both sitting here: I have just received orders from Head-Captain Yamamoto that you are to accompany Renji Abarai to the World of the Living and assist him in helping Kisuke Urahara.” 

I gasped.  While I wasn’t exactly complaining about a trip the human realm, it was a bit of a shock.  “Kisuke Urahara? Why would they need my help?” 

He laughed, a little sheepishly if you ask me.  “I’m not really sure. But you have been asked for by Urahara-san specifically.” 

“I haven’t seen Urahara in over a hundred years,”  I whispered to myself.  “What the hell is going on?” 

“I wish I knew. But if Urahara-san asked for you I’m sure it’s important.” 

I nodded, still a bit unsure of this mission and what my mentors crazy friend wanted with me.  Resigned to do what was needed, I stood.  “When do I leave, Sir?”

“Abarai is set to leave at dawn.”  He told me, rising himself and placed a reassuring hand on my shoulder.  “It’ll be alright, Kazue.”

“I’d better get going, the sun will be up in an hour and need to prepare myself.”  I told him, shrugging out of his hold and bowing. 

I could see the pity in his eyes as he dismissed me but for his sake he said nothing.  I had a better control on my temper now than I had ever had, but the whole ordeal with Kisuke and the death of my father was a very touchy subject and Kira new better than to tempt the fates by bringing it up. 

At the age of only fifty, no more than a child by Shinigami standards I bared witness to one of the most horrible massacres the Soul Society has ever seen.  I watched as the members of my brother’s squad were cut down, one by one.  I remember hearing their screams as I hid, my spiritual pressure so low no one ever took notice of me.  Then like the coward I am, I ran. 

Shinobu Eishima


Wiping a tear from my eye I entered my room and poured myself a drink. 

~

Renji was uncharacteristically silent when I appeared next to him at the entrance of the Senkaimon.  I think he knew how difficult this trip would be for me and like the good friend he was he allowed me to deal with it in my own way. 

I’ve never been a woman of strong words nor have I ever been enlightened by them.  So when in turmoil I found it best to just remain silent and think my problem through.  Renji may not understand my - in his opinion - strange ways, but he respected me enough to shut up and let me deal. 

“Thanks Renji,”  I said sincerely as the gate opened.  Two black hell butterflies flittering against my skin as if to say “Get a move on.” 

His black brow rose as he looked at me warily. “For what?”

“Not saying anything.”  I murmured. Letting one more tear escape my eyes before I hardened myself and took the first step forward. 

This was not a mission I signed up for.  This was not something I thought I could handle.  But everyone has to start somewhere and I decided that it was time to unravel the truth for myself.